Orb (Blind)

It was crazy at church today. Lately God has been showing me many paths for the near future. But, He hasn't told me when or how. And, more importantly, He hasn't said it is okay to leave where I'm at yet. He's opened some doors but left the ones for leaving closed. Make sense?
The sermon rocked this morning and the pastor was speaking about vision. How Paul (then Saul) received his vision, after being blinded for 3 days, from another guy (Ananias).
How did Paul feel during those 3 days? Probably an utter state of shock, confusion, humbleness....something along those lines, yeah?
I feel that I'm in a "3 day period" right now. How many days actually it will last - i don't know.
Today at church God spoke the words "Come." I said "Where God?!!!" He said "Come, Kelsey, Come." Again I said "God, where am I to come to?" He said "To me."
So, when will the door in front of me open so that I can walk through the open doors that He has been revealing to me? I don't know... I am blinded now but I have heard the call. And, as the pastor told each of us to do this morning, I will pray that God will send to me an Ananias.