Kind of random, but on the way home from church Sunday the following picture was in front of us on the road.




I really believe that there is a cloud of depression, exhaustion and mistrust that is constantly hanging over Marghita. How do I know? As soon as I drive out of this town I immediately feel a difference in my spirit. There isn't need to fight and struggle so hard, it's a complete sense of freedom in many ways. At church on Sunday I felt so free in my love for Jesus, so free in His presence, so free in tasting of His joy and teaching and words. But it just wasn't this Sunday that I experienced this, it's every Sunday and every Tuesday that I am there. Why was I so stubborn to join into a body like this for my first 2 years here? Stupidity really. Stupidity that drained what God had built and stocked up in my heart to sustain me here. And it was drained fast, let me tell you. I wonder how different it would have been had I been in this church from the start?